Funerals suck.

So yesterday was my Great Aunt Lucy's funeral - my dad's aunt. My gramma is too sick to go, so afterwards when we went to see her in the nursinghome it was so sad....she kept saying "I just thought I'd see her one last time" and she was crying. That was the worst part. I didn't know Lucy well, but all funerals suck no matter what. I think one of the most awkward things is having to mingle at my cousin's house at the luncheon - when you don't really know extended family and you have to force conversation. So weird. Listen, I know its rude to say, and it was a somber occasion, but these things always turn into parties afterwards and I'm just being honest. Its weird.